sometime in the near future you will wake up at 3AM beside the person you love most in the world; wearing next to nothing, you will touch their cheek and they will sleepily pull you closer. the sky will be pink and gold and reflecting onto your love’s bare back. you will feel safe and secure.
I’m surprised I’m still alive. I want to live and enjoy what life has to offer, but at the same time I want to end all this pain that’s been clinging onto me for so many years. Some days I wish a car would hit me. Some nights I think about overdosing. I feel like I’m going nowhere in life as my dreams I want to pursue are growing fainter and fainter. I hate myself so much that I really don’t care anymore. I’m tired all the time and carry a fake smile wherever I go. If only people knew how sad I am, yet they wouldn’t care would they?
